The main reason I got into NZP was that when I switched schools, I had nobody at all. My life consisted of sitting at home bored as hell everyday, and my self-esteem took a great hit to that. I started mapping with WC as a sign of "false hope" that I still had it in me to do something. Then I realized that NZP was just a game which not many would ever even hear of. So I stopped mapping. Not to mention my computer can't' even run the damn game anymore. But now my life is so much different. I'm back with my old friends and it's how it should be. I've no intention of "being" something, rather now I have the "I don't give a fuck" motive on life.
Like I said before, I don't really connect with anybody on here anymore. I have gotten into different things, one of them would be Yugioh. A game which most people on this forum would laugh at (without realizing the gravity of the game of course). I've also joined a Yugioh "academy" forum with people that I can really relate to, and I really have a blast on it (and just to clarify most of the people are of 20 years or older). You can follow me if you want: http://starlightacademy.forumotion.co.uk/
I'm sorry this has to be goodbye but I had a blast here guys. I wish you all luck in life.